Someone who wants to hurt you - really, really hurt you - needs to know you. They need to have intimate, personal details about your life.
So you make the information harder and harder to get to. Your conversations are a maze and insights into what you're really thinking are all dead ends. You don't even have a name. I don't...know if that's on purpose or by accident. You have a title. That creates distance.
So there's this, um. This wall between you and anything that's trying to hurt you. And after a while it just becomes natural, something you've always had, something you'd feel naked without.
So no one can really understand you, which is the way you want it to be. It's a win-lose situation unless you're very...very comfortable on your own.
Or you make sure you're next to people like Dean and me who give support when and where it's needed but are less clever than you so if we ever tried to hurt you, you'd see it coming.
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So you make the information harder and harder to get to. Your conversations are a maze and insights into what you're really thinking are all dead ends. You don't even have a name. I don't...know if that's on purpose or by accident. You have a title. That creates distance.
So there's this, um. This wall between you and anything that's trying to hurt you. And after a while it just becomes natural, something you've always had, something you'd feel naked without.
So no one can really understand you, which is the way you want it to be. It's a win-lose situation unless you're very...very comfortable on your own.
Or you make sure you're next to people like Dean and me who give support when and where it's needed but are less clever than you so if we ever tried to hurt you, you'd see it coming.
...Or is that...wrong?